Ready, set, go!
The feeling that bounced inside of me as I boarded the plane to Managua, Nicaragua, to go on my very first Missions Trip.
I probably would be lying if I said that I came with no expectations, but I had tons of them! I initially expected a poor country with a lot of greens everywhere, which was the case. I expected a country that was filled with people in poverty who were to be covered in dirty clothes, which was also the case. I expected a dangerous country, which really was a skewed thought. I fell in love with the people of Nicaragua, to the extent of me wanting to stay there an extra month or two! I knew that, this country would change my views about the world, in which it definitely did, but, I gained the knowledge and experiences that other people would probably never take the time nor day to gain.
I built a strong relationship with the children there, to the extent of me actually wanting to sponsor a few of them, which I would have, had they been on the list. But the children there has definitely warmed my heart and they really made me realize that you really do not need things to be happy!
Throughout the week, our team have made there regular visits to the hospital, to see people with cancer, burned victims and other sick and inured children. It was beyond amazing to see our crew engaging in conversations and prayer with complete strangers.
I enjoyed my journey there, with all the scenery, animals, children and the people, I really find that it is I, who is actually lacking things.
It has been a few weeks now since Nicaragua and all that I can say is that, every single minute of my life...I tend to miss everything. I honestly feel as though I have not stayed long enough to get the complete satisfaction that I am craving.
I will take this knowledge of mine and carry it with me forever...whether I go to other countries or if I remain here in the United States, I know that everyday is a missions field the moment that I walk out the door.
I have interviewed so many missionaries with such a big beautiful heart, that it comes off strange to me that it is now my turn to give my thoughts about Nicaragua.
Everyday Jesus is developing me to become who he wants me to be... I know this, because I see the radical changes within my life. I cannot say this strongly enough...let yourself go and let him just take over! All of my worries, all of my old thoughts and opinions have definitely changed as I allow Jesus to run my life for me. All I can say is... let yourself go and don't be afraid to try radical things!


